Blog Explosion
Cory said that I've been blogging up a storm lately. True. I have. I couldn't figure out why (although it might have something to do with the fact that my social life has seriously taken a turn for the worse and I've sworn off men) but then it hit me - it's my hobby now. Before it was just an outlet for me when I thought about being cute or funny. Now it's like - my thing. Now I actually rely on it for venting. I've got 4 blogs, all for different venting purposes (sorry guys the other 3 are secret), and I need them for a release.I've had a certain picture explosion lately. That is because I can't access Hello from my work computer so if I want to add a picture I have to do it in the evening. Last night I spent 2 hours in front of my computer just trying to figure out the multiple blog + Hello deal. Ugh! I finally figured it out and added all those pics, except the dog one.
Today I had a dermatologist appointment. No more zits for me, and thank God for you, no more blogging about zits. I have "adult acne" and I am officially medicated for it. Thankfully I am being treated with a topical medication instead of taking this series of antibiotics, and whatnot. This will be a little less of an embarrassing cure. The last doctor told me that I had to take this medication that basically made me break out like a 15 year old working at Taco Bell, for 8 weeks, and then I'd get better. NO THANKS! I'd shoot myself. I may be mildly vain - fine - but zits are painful and gross. I have to be able to wake up and look at myself for Christ sake!
Tomorrow I'm back to the doctor - but a different kind of doctor. This is the one where I go in and pour my heart out about how I'm a roaring bitch for 14 days out of the month. I am going to beg for mercy and mood enhancers. "Happy Pills" we call them in my family. It's not just for my sake but for you, my family, and the boyfriend I might some day have. I'm tired of being a predator. I'm scared to go in to the details of why I think I need these pills. I am afraid they won't believe me. They'll think I'm making it up. Maybe I should have waited until I was in full blown ragedom?
posted by Jessiedc28 @ 2:26 PM
3 Comments:
I hope your appointment goes well. My doctor wouldn't put me on Happy pills, instead he put me on anti-anxiety and anti depressants. They just give me the "i don't give a shit" attitude. Which at times is a good thing but when it comes to certain tasks, it not so great to not care. I went to another doctor about my moodiness and my bitchiness and they put me on hormones!! I ended up in the hosp with a blood clot in my lung from those after 1 month. It's been 3 years since all of that... I have decided to remain a moody bitch. LOL ;)
I hope that your doctor is able to help you. I might have to ask for a recommendation, since we both live in VA.
good for you Ica!
Harely Quinn - They put me on Sarafim. Supposed to be one of the 3 they give for PMDD (severe PMS). I will let you know what I think!
Post a Comment
<< Home