Huh.....

I'M BACK!!

I thought I posted my plans for my vacation before I left but I think with the sad news about Tom's death and then his funeral last Thursday I must have forgotten. I think I was just all hell bent to get the fuck out of town at that point and that included leaving my my blog behind too!

Tom's funeral on Thursday was THE SADDEST funeral I've ever been to - and that includes my grandmothers. I balled for 45 minutes to the point of struggling to catch my breath - and my tissue looked like it had been involved in some sort of shoot-out by the time I was done with it. My major emotions came from the fact that A) it was an open casket funeral for which I was not prepared B) there were pictures of Tom and I posted at the wake that I had not expected to see C) The speeches given by his best friend and sister were very moving and D) I couldn't stop thinking of his lonely self by the water minutes before he hung himself. Sad. Sad. Sad. After all was said and done I felt more at peace with the fact that Tom is gone and emotionally drained.

Eric and I just walked in the door from our fabulous vacation in Myrtle Beach, South Carolina. We had a wonderful time and just posted pictures of the trip!

Missed ya'll!

posted by Jessiedc28 @ 10:58 PM